I've always been hoping that I wouldn't change
My mind keeps on racing and everyday I lose my train of thought again
I trace my steps from where I've been
I've always been hoping that you would stay but now I just wish you were farther away from here.
I don't think I can take another day that I would waste by...
Losing sleep to search your mind, and empty was all I could find.
Another day I'll wait for you to realize I am better without you.
It seems the words out of your mouth were a lie
I know this because as time passes by I look back on the time we spent.
It never seemed too real I've just been...
The past is nothing what it seems
I turn around one day and see that I've been...