You have no idea how much I choke on every lie you fucking spoke
Another day I'll wait and waste time hoping that the space will heal my mind like you say
"I'm OK" but it never seems that way
When your gone the absence stays too long
I always tell myself it's better if I take my time
My bones will heal someday, but first I'll need some peace of mind
To look back on what was, all the pain that you caused
Every time I move on it just feels I'm getting lost
You know it's true you'll find a better man
I lost another part of me
My heart was in your hands, but now it's gone
This all seems wrong
I'll spend another night and day searching for what I lost
There's only one thing I know in every crack of my bones
I couldn't find my own
I've been searching for home